Lols , So long since i post blog :D
1st thing , alot of things happened .
My Uncle from korea , came to Singapore on 12 June :D
And , it's MORON'S Birthday that day . HAPPY BIRTHDAY MORON KOR .
2nd thing , i went kayaking and lost my glasses . DULAN to the MAX !
and i am surviving with contact lens .
3rd thing , i cpl-ed MORON KOR on 22 June :D
I love him . LOL !
He's been there for me 24/7 .
When i needed him , he's my listening ear .
But if you ask me about Rl , I'll just say , i'm not ready for relationships .
Its so long , yet i can't forget him .
Questions are ringing in my head .
Why can't i forget him ?
We just hang out for 3 days ,
am i really in love with him ?
Why can't i just forget him , forget that he even entered my life ?
i dun hate him , but each time he tries to talk to me ,
he'll just enter back into my life .
i can't stand it . He was fading away ,
his picture clears all of the sudden .
When will it end ?

Words of the day : `38th day , Thanks for the scar and hatred you give . Love was always a mistake to begin with ♥

i dun understand ,
why must guys come back to me only after leaving me ?
i seriously dun understand .
all i know is that .
i really love him this time .
i cannot forget him .
i've never loved anyone more than him .
it's the first time i feel like that .
i want to be with you , but i can't confirm .
whad if you really fate away ?
if you're seeing this , can you tell me whad should i do ?

Words for the day : `21th day , i cannot live without you . Love was always a mistake to begin with ♥

today , woke up at 6 ?
got my NPCC uniform ready .
went out of house and straight away go nah chiau high .
hahas . have npcc course .
wahh , 8.30 am till 4.50 :D
then just go there .
very tired all the way .
haiz , now tired .
then lecture , lecture , lecture and games , games , games .
then go KFC , saw JK . haiz .
no mood .
then eat and chat and then go home .
now typing here . tired~

Words of the day : `18 day , finally realised that i can't have you for mine ; Love was always a mistake to begin with ♥

yesterday , go swimming ;D
with ks , mei and di .
lols . dunnoes swimming abit emo .
ks sian , i diam diam . my sis there act cute , trying to make us laugh .
lols . then saw my npcc junior so paiisehh .
he spray water at me D;
hahas . then just swim around . lols
the story very sian dun want say .
then after that , just shower and got out .
went to 7-11 and bought some things to eat .
the cashier actually asked me why i cried . lols !
i was sniffing because of the aircon and because my eyes were red from swimming .
lols . then walk walk walk to help ks hail cab .
he tio scolding from his parents i think .
then played audi and conf with ks , lene jie , lene jie de jie , and jie fu .
then just talk talk . abit emo . but ...
hahas , ks keep making me laugh .
so i laugh lorhh . -.-
thinking of the past . last minutes remembered that i was talking on the phone .
then just faster talk talk . then all kap . -.-
then i just play audi and sleep abit till today :D

Words of the day : `17th day , how long more till the waiting last ? Love was always a mistake to begin with ♥