Shadows of Love

2010-02-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

TAGS WILL BE REPLIED LATE

Really so long bo post liaos le :D
Got CAMPCRAFT COMPETITION so long time bo on :D
Yesterday guys competition , sibei nervous ,
MX keep calling me ask how are they ,
our boys DID WELL . Well Done guys :D
then just go walk walk and talk talk .
now very scared , our turn this coming Saturday lehhhhhhhh .
BUT NO WORRY ! WE CAN MAKE IT !
LOLS .
Got a new phone , Samsung Preston . random pick , father just bought .
I'M SUPER BOREDDDDDDDD .
LOLS .
Okies , Blog next time , Cyahhs :D

Lets start afresh , baby .

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2009-12-21T11:50:00.004+08:00

MxLuvx, Mai jealous , you got your taarbohh , mai kpo . But thanks for reminding me , Our problem , you mai chup . I know whad to do , thanks for the spamming .

Thanks ;XiaoTyre & Shandy for spamming my blog ;D

Words of the day : `210th day , My problem , mai kpo :D

2009-12-07T17:54:00.002+08:00

today , chiong blogskin :D
haha , ownself do , take abit from here and there .
took around 5hrs ?
Fcuk it , i'm beat D;
Anyways , i did tried my best .
Do give me comments :D
I'm still learning myself :D

Words of the day : `196th day , I'm feeling much brighter today :D

2009-12-01T20:39:00.005+08:00

I wanna post about last Sunday (291109) and last , last sunday . (221109)

SWENSENS ICE-CREAM

ICE-CREAM !

Gideon snatching my ice-cream !

Sophia&Cassandra

Tio Pai D:

Last Sunday !
I went SWENSENS ! LALALALA ~
I went with my family .
LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING ;DDDDD
Haha .

Doggie :D

Doggie walking to food :D

Cassandra standing on the chair , cause she scared of the dog ;DD

Fat Husky :D

Over weight Dog :O

Last last sunday !
I go my 7th aunty .
she have two dogs , one husky and one idk whad breed .
THE HUSKY IS OVER-WEIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok , Let the pictures do the talking .

Words of the day : `193rd day , Is everything brightening up ?

2009-11-26T02:51:00.003+08:00

ChuQiTong & Fool , Married on 231109 ; 9.15pm .
His the lime to my lemon;
& i'm the Blur to his Sotong <3
Baby, Hold me close and dun let go :D

ON monday ,
i marry Julian in audi ;DD
Love you baby :D
Then Julian go HongKong on Tuesday TT
Sad laaa !
I just post to upload my wedding picture ,
Thanks for all who came , really appreciate it :D
Julian , I love you <3
i'm waiting for you to come back from HongKong :D

Words of the day : `184th day , Baby ; i'm waiting for you to come back

2009-11-09T16:24:00.003+08:00

long time bo post ,
alot of things happened .
how time flies .
i accidentally fall for this guy ,
luckily i stop myself from another hurt episode ;D
haha ,
today quite boring .
slept late last night :D
then woke up at 6.30pm .
then go school .
and then after school , go library with angel :D
i not really much things to say only got one very funny thing
i went to metro with angel and i took a very funny picture .
it's a mask :D
very diao , but when i was taking picture of it ,
the assitant keep staring at me , like a hawk staring at his prey D:
hahahahahahahaha
please do give comments on the mask , i find it hilarious ;D

Words of the day : `164th day , If only you looked me in the eye , things would've been different

2009-10-25T11:00:00.005+08:00

today woke up and watched tv .
so much has happened last week till now ,
Bad news :
i lost someone important , ended on 107th day D:
i failed my E & Amaths (paper) , overall i failed : E & Amaths , science , chinese .
Good news :
i found someone new (taking it slowly)
my parents didn't realy take it so hard .
my parents sent my computor for repair and i dun hae to share with my sister .
i going for camp , maybe can keep all the bad news of my mind .
so i should be happy , but i'm feeling down .
i should just smile and forget everything about him .
i wanna thank my friends , they are really heling me get over with it,
for him , i just hope his happy with the new girl .
i'm trying to forget him ,
and i think will do a very good job ;D
but i m realy sad now ,
well , take it as a test ,
who knows , i might be happy again :D

Words of the day : `149th day , it's happening all over again .

2009-10-17T12:25:00.004+08:00

a lizard found in sentosa
Ian no head :O
Baoshi sleeping , i think
Xunhu and Meixian
QingXun , Zul and Xunhu
BaoShi act cute
Baoshi fell in love with Ian's bag
The train leaving
The train we missed on purpose

yesterday didnt post , too tired ,
i went to Sentosa with Npcc peeps ,
Me , Kailin , Baoshi , Ian , Xunhu , Zul , Qingxun and Meixian .
Sentosa was fun , i have some free tickets , hahas .
then , we went there by the Sentosa Express ,
then play at Siloso Beach , Zul first person to jump into water , crazy .
then all started playing water bomb , dunnoes when they bring plastic bags ,
all play play ,
then meixian drag me into the water , so cold ,
then just play lorhh ,
the water so salty , go inside my eyes and nose and mouth .
then play until 1++ ,
me , kailin , ian , qingxun all play the skyride and luge ,
very fun , but i was scared at 1st . hahahas .
then after that we leave sentosa and go vivo city ,
then after that go bugis ,
baoshi wanted to buy a new bag ,
then after that we go iluma ,
the arcade cannot play , so we go another arcade .
then i want catch the toy , but cannot catch , sian .
then after that i just go home lorh ,
i typing very rush cause now i going meet friend , hahaha .

2009-10-09T11:48:00.002+08:00

today woke up 4am ,
i slept at 2am ,
tired !
i studied Geography last night ,
then slept and wokeup 4am ,
msged someone , he misunderstanded me ,
then go out and eat breakfast ,
choco-bread , wahahaha ,
then i go prepare my stuff to go school ,
every other ordinary day ,
i totally forget that edwin was not coming to school today ,
then well , i remembered half way , and went to the GO ,
but then tha lady say whad , cannot withdraw ,
luckily got the cleaner aunty , help us open .
then go the test , can die .
5 question choose three , duration : 2hr 15 min
i chose Q2 , Q3 , Q4 .
Q1 : Natural Vegetation and Case Study of Kalimantan
Q2 : Natural vegetation and Droughts
Q3 : Weather and Climate and Floods
Q4 : Earthquakes
Q5 : River and Coast
I didn't study for River and Coast , and i'm not confident in Kalimantan
so i did whad i know , haha
i very scared la , anyways , now i'm here blogging away .
After this , i going study for emaths :D
hahas ,

Words of the day : `133th day , Hiding under the books , i'm in my fairyland

2009-10-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

I've already updated on my music ,
these are the tracks : (According to order)
1.Epik high - one ,
2.2en1 and BigBang - Lollipop ,
3.Girls Generation - Tell me your wish (Genie) ,
4.BigBang - HaruHaru ,
5.Linsay Lohan - Rumors ,
6.David Archuleta - Alittle too not over you ,
7.Avril Lavinge - My happy Ending ,
8.Taylor Swift - Love Story ,
9.Kelly Clackson - Behind the hazel eyes ,
10.Vanassa Calton - White houses ,
11.Aly & Aj - No one ,
12.Aly and Aj - Chemicals React ,
13.Stacie Orrico - I'm not missing you ,
14.HSM2 - Gotta go my own way ,
15.HSM3 - Can i have this dance ,
16.Girls Generaton - Gee ,
17.JJ Lin - Mei Ren Yu ,
18.JJ Lin - Tu Ran Lei Le

2009-10-04T00:48:00.000+08:00

Firstly , I TOOK THE WHOLE DAY EDITING MY BLOGSKIN !
(appaluse) [randomness]
Secondly , the reason why i put the winnie the pooh picture is because ,
PIGLET = GIDEON (youngest bro) , WINNIE = Sophia (ME) , TIGGER = Cassandra (second sis)
Thirdly , someone commented that my blog was dead , so i thought of reviving my blog
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
Good news and Bad news
Bad news : EOY ON MONDAY ! So fast -.- , I havent prepared for tuesday paper -.-
Good news : Im back in blogging :D , 3 more days to 3rd month with moron ;D , i've forgotten about 'him' , i dunnoes if that is an excuse but how cool is that ?!
Today woke up at 9am .
Found my father using the com ,
No one else was around
Dad said everyone went early morning shopping for groceries , i'm as lazy as ever
come on , i woke up late -.-
I thought of changing my blogskin , so TADA !
My brother is a little sissy , whereas my sis is alittle tom-boyishh ,
now you know why i used those pictures on the top . ;DD (no offence cass )
i was hungry so i wanted to call my mum to buy me breakfast
my dad made a bet with me , saying my mum will definately buy for me something to eat
I didn't believed , but guess whad , when they came back ,
they bought breakfast for me -.-
and, i got a spank on the butt , for losing the bett
god darn it !
My parent busy preparing some korean dumpling for lantarn festival
i didn't help , my blog needed me more
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
so i continued to edit my blog ,
and also i waited for my father to feed me the dumplings ;D
It was yummy , there was noodles inside
my parents said while eating the dumpling ,
must drin some wine , to my guess
i think its either soju or rice wine .
feeling ? it tasted like wine , bitter and alittle sweet
i drink one cup and i scream like toot
my sis gulped 4 cups or more .
i was too blur to take note ,
then i talke to moron , for awhile .
i went to watched tv ,
then my mum saw that phone , she started screaming and nagging
i complained my old phone was weird , keep auto-restarting !
You will never believed whad she said next .
"See the news paper got any nice phones, you like one , i buy for you"
I jump for joy !!!
i was looking and searching with the papers
only at about 6++ , i realied i havent finish my blog ,
but i decided to do some revision on SS (wednesday paper)
i revised till 10.30pm , then i continue with my blog business and
now i'm here blogging :D
I really can't believe that i've forgotten about him !
hahas , he brought me much pain and misery ,
i dunnoes why i dun feel revengefull ,
the question is do i still love him ?
if i dun , will i allow someone else into my heart ?

Words of the day: `128th day, i've long forgotten you , i think .

2009-08-24T18:34:00.000+08:00

Today got school .
woke up and felt tired ,
i woke up at 5am , but went back to sleep .
then woke up at like 6.20pm ,
realised that i was alittle late ,
go chiong bath and got out at 6.45pm ,
went out of house at 7am ,
while i was wearing my shoes ,
my father was feeding me bread -.-
how cute ?!
i walk to school ,
then daydreamed , almost tio car bang .
LOL!
then reach school ,
seat beside HX .
then went back to class ,
had lessons ,
BORING ~
then just almost fall asleep .
LOL !
then just go on and on until school over,
then just countdown till last bell rang .
i'm so tired ,
just walked to NPCC room , saw everything was a mess
realised that everyone was there .
then just laughed and smile .
saw sec 1s , screamed at them . sore throat .
Sorry sec 1s , that i shouted , but i really was angry .
Dun put the blame on me , i love you guys , all cute cute :D
HAHAHAHA
then saw ncc cleaning their room , they painting their room ,
then alot of things happened , i dun wish to elaborate .
hahahahahaha , it's just that the guys are so horny !
argh , gross .
now back here , sitting , blogging , missing him , trying to forget him .
haix , think positively , i still have my friends :D
WAHAHAHAH , btw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA ! I LOVE YOU LOADS !
She's my naughty kuku younger sister ;D
Sick in the mind , wahahahahaha
Okies ending here , i going audiing , byes :D

Words of the day : [u] 90th, i wanna let you go now , but how ? [/u]

2009-08-12T08:53:00.000+08:00

today woke up by kristie ,
she early morning hyper ,
then now sitting here blogging ,
hmmms , it's been long since i've blogged .
i've been ruhing through works ,
didn't have time to even on the com .
i alays thought work can make me forget him ,
i was wrong , well thanks to moron and some of my friends ,
i begining to forget him .
sometimes , he's smile just fades of , just like his feelings for me .
sometimes , i felt stupid for falling in love with a heartless crap .
well , i'm moving on , without him .
even if he were to come back ,
i never wanna hear his explaination .
i realised that guys are always thesame when it comes to relationship .
even if you were to come teling me that he is in love ,
i admit i mind , but for whad ?
it will only hurt me more ,
i've learnt that the hard way .
he's the guy that really brought me out of the dark .
i got too relant to him and i fall for him .
only to realise he's one of them .
i can't go out the world telling everyone i'm fine ,
cause i'm not .
i've let go, but not mentally .
I'l stay single , that i'm sure .
i never want to get tangled and hurt again .
it's hard to get out .
How much hatred can't cover how much i loved you .
How much tears i've shed , it's all because of you .

Words of the day : [u]`74th day , i'm just alittle too not over you . [/u]

2009-07-12T11:13:00.000+08:00

Today , i'm so bored .
woke up , had tuition .
hahas , then maths , maths , maths all the way .
then jiu play com .
brother have fever , taking care of him .
Lols , i very sian and tired .
Sometimes , i think of the past .
then i'll think of him .
He , was, I think the one .
but now he's gone .
i can't live without him .
But who will believe that i truely love him after seeing him for 3 days .
Hahas , 3 days . but now it's going to be three months without him .
God whad was i thinking ?!
I actually fall in love with somemone not my type !
arghhhs !
i'm trying my best to forget him .
haiz , why must guys hurt me after melting my heart ?
Anyways , i'm thinking , maybe i could find someone else like him .
Or maybe i'll stay single forever .
I can't bring myself to look at him ever again .
Hahas , i sound sad . o-O

Words of the day : `55th day , I hate you for saying i love you .

2009-06-24T18:28:00.001+08:00

Lols , So long since i post blog :D
1st thing , alot of things happened .
My Uncle from korea , came to Singapore on 12 June :D
And , it's MORON'S Birthday that day . HAPPY BIRTHDAY MORON KOR .
2nd thing , i went kayaking and lost my glasses . DULAN to the MAX !
and i am surviving with contact lens .
3rd thing , i cpl-ed MORON KOR on 22 June :D
I love him . LOL !
He's been there for me 24/7 .
When i needed him , he's my listening ear .
But if you ask me about Rl , I'll just say , i'm not ready for relationships .
Its so long , yet i can't forget him .
Questions are ringing in my head .
Why can't i forget him ?
We just hang out for 3 days ,
am i really in love with him ?
Why can't i just forget him , forget that he even entered my life ?
i dun hate him , but each time he tries to talk to me ,
he'll just enter back into my life .
i can't stand it . He was fading away ,
his picture clears all of the sudden .
When will it end ?

Words of the day : `38th day , Thanks for the scar and hatred you give .

2009-06-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

i dun understand ,
why must guys come back to me only after leaving me ?
i seriously dun understand .
all i know is that .
i really love him this time .
i cannot forget him .
i've never loved anyone more than him .
it's the first time i feel like that .
i want to be with you , but i can't confirm .
whad if you really fate away ?
if you're seeing this , can you tell me whad should i do ?

Words for the day : `21th day , i cannot live without you .

2009-06-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

today , woke up at 6 ?
got my NPCC uniform ready .
went out of house and straight away go nah chiau high .
hahas . have npcc course .
wahh , 8.30 am till 4.50 :D
then just go there .
very tired all the way .
haiz , now tired .
then lecture , lecture , lecture and games , games , games .
then go KFC , saw JK . haiz .
no mood .
then eat and chat and then go home .
now typing here . tired~

Words of the day : `18 day , finally realised that i can't have you for mine ;

2009-06-01T14:52:00.001+08:00

yesterday , go swimming ;D
with ks , mei and di .
lols . dunnoes swimming abit emo .
ks sian , i diam diam . my sis there act cute , trying to make us laugh .
lols . then saw my npcc junior so paiisehh .
he spray water at me D;
hahas . then just swim around . lols
the story very sian dun want say .
then after that , just shower and got out .
went to 7-11 and bought some things to eat .
the cashier actually asked me why i cried . lols !
i was sniffing because of the aircon and because my eyes were red from swimming .
lols . then walk walk walk to help ks hail cab .
he tio scolding from his parents i think .
then played audi and conf with ks , lene jie , lene jie de jie , and jie fu .
then just talk talk . abit emo . but ...
hahas , ks keep making me laugh .
so i laugh lorhh . -.-
thinking of the past . last minutes remembered that i was talking on the phone .
then just faster talk talk . then all kap . -.-
then i just play audi and sleep abit till today :D

Words of the day : `17th day , how long more till the waiting last ?

2009-05-31T10:31:00.000+08:00

i might have said i like him .
but that doesn't mean we are together .
plus i'm just recover from you .
fxxck ass .
i just wanna live happily without you .
if you want me to list all the reasons for our breakup ,
there's a never-ending list of fxxcking reasons .
even if i like him , he might not like me .
i'm already prepared to move on without you or anyone .
you think you are still the one for me ?!
you're already off my mind .
you hong , idc . i only making new friends .
you treat me like a toy in the past .
i swear i'll never fall for you ever again . and i will .
whoever i stead with in the future , it's none of your concern anymore .
and i say it , i like someone else now . not you .

2009-05-30T07:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday forgot to post .

too tired then fall asleep .

hahas , yesterday i woke up at 4++ .

talk to moron . he gave me wake up call .

so early , then talk to him .

talk talk talk till 5.45am .
he want go something .
then i went to the kitchen find something to eat .
yesterday morning sibei hungry .
then 6 , ks called .
so chat with him till , i think , 6.40am++ .
he go shower , i also go .
then i finish lerhh pack my bag and left for school .
then on the way , msg ks .
reached school . assembly so long !
then got vice principle talk . about our exam analyze .
then got pe . lazy go . but still went anyways .
then had nafa . i didn't take the previous time . got MC ;DDD
then Zahidahh actually faint and sit on my leg .
my leg went jelly on the spot .
hahas . then go back class . MATHS ALL THE WAY TILL RECESS !
SIBEI SIANNNN !
then recess luhhs , change seating arrangement .
i got back my own table and chair . HAHAHAHAH !
then announce me as the vice chairperson . haiz .
then took my bag and ran to meet kailin and the rest .
we're going SWIMMING ! ;DDDDD
hahas . stupid boys , go and call so many others to follow .
i brought ks . :D
we ate mac then go swim .
hahas . tried to learn how to swim .
very hard . tried and tired .
haiz . then at around 5+ finish bathing .
hahas . then go eat mac again .
and then kailin left . the boys went to play batminton .
i walk with ks to the park . chat and play .
then later we very wuiet for 15 minutes . then stared at each other . lols .
i so emo until dunnoes whad to say .
then i realised that it was dark .
freaked out .
then walked with ks all the way till Farmway LRT .
but we kinda had a tiff and boom .
i just walk away , but he came running after .
i dun really understand why .
later i asked him a question , he replied it coldy .
at the moment , i felt cold and alone .
it was dark , i was afraid i started walking away .
somewhere i dunnoes .
at the time i thought i needed light .
i need to go somewhere where i could think straight .
when i finally cooled down , i checked my phone .
some missed calls and msg .
mostly from ks .
content wise , sorry , it's personal .
at the moment , i realised that i felt something hard in my pocket .
i realised it was my penknife . i thought hard .
i wrote 'hurt' on the wall .
i thought of cutting , but it's no use . i survive everytime i cut .
i cried and cried . at the time , i had two roads . road to home , or hell .
i wanted the jump to my death . but my phone rang .
it says' ks calling' ; i pick it up .
talked to him . felt much better .
from that moment on , i knew that guys are not for me .
like young times , i was never allowed to have whad i want .
maybe this applies now too .
after thinking , i know that my heart is back to frozen .
maybe it was never meant to be melted .
heard of once bitten , twice shy ?
now i know whad it means .
well , love ?
i dunnoes whad that means anymore .
it's the 15th day . and counting ...
when will it eventually end ?
even if i want it to end , who will it be ?
will you the one ? D;

2009-05-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

woke up at 3 am !
FISHHY woke me up .
i still sleep till 5 :D
hahas , fishhyy still listen to me sleep .
paiisehh .
hahas ,
today got vistarian road run .
reach there at 6.45pm .
heng ; just in time .
then do marshal .
sibei tired .
shouted at the sec 2s .
now no voice .
hahas .
then go wild wild wet ;D
sibei fun .
go play ulah-lahh .
screamed like fxxck-ed idiot .
hahas . :DDDD
played other equip .
sky riders sibei scary .
scared of heights .
hahas ;DDDD
then after that , go home .
now face red red .
SUNBURN !~
pain pain ....
haiz . still thinking of him .
it's the 6th day .
can i forget him ?
who will it be ?
the one who open my heart to all the things i've yearn for ?
will that be you ? D;

2009-05-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 12 .
heard the tv got ghost show .
lols , wake up lerhh ,
mother nag .
cause i wake up never wash up .
hahahahaha , then go toilet .
wash up ...
then watch tv .
then all the way sleep .
cause i took 18 sleeping pills .
turst me , sleeping pills really makes you sleep well .
plus , make you feel numb .
that's my main point .
hahahs , today feels emo .
really emo .
listening to music .
same music .
hahahs .
emo to the max .
haiz . feel like forgetting him .
i really dunnoes whad to do .
i need help .
living in the dark and cold , all alone .
save me from this plight .
will that be you ? D;

2009-05-16T18:00:00.001+08:00

today , woke up at around 1++ .
last night sleep late .
hahas , today no mood .
haiz , dunnoes whads wrong .
keep listening to the song 'one' by Epik High .
this song , darn emo .
it's about a girl , darn emo .
she cannot tahan her life .
she took some medicine to calm herslef down .
but instead she became bersek .
whenever she see black , she'll burst .
then she cannot tahan , go swallow sleeping pills .
she drink water then drop the glass .
at first she vomitted everything ,
then she walk back because she cut her foot with the glass that broke on the floor .
she took out and put plaster .
then she came back to her senses .
but when she saw herself in the mirror .
she freak out again .
used her lipstick she wrote the word : sangcheo which means wound , on the mirror .
she started to throw everything one the floor .
next she saw the sleeping pills ,
she swallowed the rest of the bottles .
she died . but some Investigator / angel , came singing and then revive her .
telling her that life is precious .
this song , means 'you are the one , my savior'
the saviour that bought live and love back to her .
i wish my saviour will come and save me from the dark and cold .
will you be the one ? D;

2009-05-10T10:50:00.000+08:00

it's a long time since i post .
because alot of things happened .
on 270409 , i got a police case .
mother toot . so angry .
i got accused for not doing anything .
long story . i dun wanna talk about it .
now i'm still under probation .
so darn fucked up .
the police even scolded me 'fuck' word
wtf ?! ...
anyways , this few days , i'm guai like hell .
cannot do this , cannot do that . haiz .
i miss my old life .
i've lost three things,
TRUST , FREEDOM , FAITH .
my parents lost the trust in me .
i've lost my freedom .
i've lost the faith of going on with life .
haiz . nothing makes me happier than my winnie the pooh .
every night peii wo . lols .
anyways , today i'm going to study all the way :D
chiong arhhhhhhh , lols .
woke up at 10++ .
now still tired .
okies larhhh , going to study liaos .

♥

2009-04-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

today, woke up . at 9.30am .
realised that i'm late .
haiz . got out of bed.
went straight to the room and stared at the mirror .
lols . then washed up and went to my room .
got my handphone and saw i had 10 unread messages .
wtf ?! few from baby :D
afew from that bloody guy .
haiz . read everything and replied some .
then went to shower .
half way, myt daddy said my friend at the door .
got shocked . didn't know that someone was coming .
my daddy invited him in .
after shower i realised that it was him .
my dad left .
we started to talk to each other, but started to quarell .
long story. you dun wanna know . :X
then i went to school .
then stayed in school until 2.20pm .
then go ang mo kio for dry shoot .
then jiu so back to school then go home lorhh .
now tired wanna sleep . :D

2009-03-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

today , woke up at 11 .
so late .
hahas , tired .
sian . going camp soon . MIA-ing soon .
on 14-16 march.
so i did my proposal and fell asleep .
woke up at 2++ .
then later my mother called saying we going eat korean cuisine .
so i went to eat .
nice leii . beef .
then i go home . watch tv .
korean drama . getting on my tears .
so tired .
now writing blog .
going to sleep again . :D

2009-02-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

today, woke up at 6pm. tired.
last night go funeral, cousin died. sad....
so went back home abit late.
then shower and got ready for school.
walked to school, and msg-ed sebastian, i finally found his number.
then reach-ed school, and then just sit and assembly.
so tired, all the way lessons, then PE!
then, PE so tired, play fisbree.
play till recess. eat rice during recess.
school finish, go see hamster.
hehe, hamster girl so fat .
the boy so hyper .
the go home. now so tired!!
going sleep lerhhs . (:

2008-12-30T15:50:00.000+08:00

sorry i long time bo post .
got some huge matter to settle .
today woke up .
felt sad . dunnoes whad reason .
some things i can't say , better to keep it sealed .
feeling sad.
today i stay indoors the whole day .
i'm tired , slept almost the whole time .
i'll wait for him to return to my side .
anyways , thanks for your concerns .
i'm alright for now .
dun worry peeps , i'm okies .
thanks gans for your love and care .
imma sleep again .
Taggs will be replied late for now (:
sorry peeps.

2008-12-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

today , super boredddddd !
woke up at 10 , realised that parents all went out for work .
got up , used computor .
MS ! CHIONG ARHHH ! (:
around 1++ , baby came my house .
so i peii peii baby .
then he left for some personal matters . (secert , SHHHH)
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !
then later friends came over my house .
hahas , opps , phone ring-ed
it's azriel , hahas !
chit and chats .....
then later chiong ms .
MS TODAY SO MANY SERVER CHECK ! ARGHHH!
next thing i know , it's 7pm , woahhhhh !
so i watched , corner by your love , dunnoes the chinese title .
watch and cry at the same time ,
hahahahas !
then , later i off ms , and now i'm sitting here writing the blog .
hahas . Signing Off ! :DD

2008-11-14T09:36:00.000+08:00

got to post yesterday , i went home , too tired .
YESTERDAY!
woke up at 7++ ,
sis need go camp , make so much noise , bo bian woke up .
then she left lerh , then i prepare cause i going WILD WILD WET & CHALET , CLASS OUTING .
then prepare lerh , friend called .
i talk talk talk until i realised it was 9 lerh ,
put down the phone , the shower .
pack my bag , check again if i missed anything out ,
then i left house about 9.40am ,
walk to bus stop , realised i miss the bus lerh ,
next bus is coming about 5-10 mins ,
SIAN ARHHH .......
then took 109 go YCKPS side gate , meeting MINGHUEI ,
i dunnoes how to go DownTown East marhh .
so i met her , she go buy water ,
then walk back to the bus stop , wait for bus 88 .
wait for about afew minutes , bus come lerhh .
took bus , about 20 minutes ++ , reach paris ris interchange .
saw a jacket , got the design i want , but dun have my fave colour , SIAN .
then go white sands , shopping with ming huei , she dun have shirt .
saw this nice shirt with my fave number 08 , HAHAHA
bought it , it's black and blue , both are my fave colour !!
then took 89 go DownTown East .
reach there , go wild wild wet entrance , realised that it's closed .
it suppose to open at 1pm , and at 12.30 stupid ppl queuing up for tickets .
so long queue .
then ming huei and i go the carpark near there the counter , buy our tickets .
then later qian ling called said that she reached lerh .
then saw her , we walk to the chalet , they wanna check in .
then reach chalet , but the people said whad , must be 18 years and above then can check in .
WTF ?! then must wait until 4-5 ++ , cause mr hou cannot come too early .
then qian ling called her father to help check in .
so ma fan !
then valerie , me and minghuei go buy qian ling and shuan and valerie's tickets .
then buy lerh , qian ling they all come and minghuei passed their tickets to them ,
then qian ling they all go E!Hub buy something .
she ask us go in 1st , and wait for her at shiok river .
then we go in lerh , change , and lock up our bags .
then we saw meixiu , Liting , Jaren and sihong , relaxing at the shiok river .
then valerie , me and minghuei , join them .
then we went for 3 rounds lerhh , qian ling and the rest haven't come .
so we thought of going ulah lah .
but got 7 ppl , maximum 6 ppl .
then they say wait for qianling to come , then separate 4 /4 .
then the zhar bo said cannot 4 , then Liting group , they grab 2 boys ,
my group , also grab 2 boys . like that 6 /6 , can lerh .
that was my 1st time riding it , they said not scary , only the 1st part , the steep part .
i screamed from beginning all the way to the end , cause someone fall on my leg !!
pain pain pain!
then they never said got camera , then i look so retarded in the photo , my mouth open with someone on my leg!
HAHAHA , i laugh until siao ,
then we go tsunami , wahh i almost drowned ! scary , i drop from the float .
then i cannot reach the ground .
luckly got Jaren and Liting !
they saved me , jiu ming en ren !
then i got on the float again , and hold very very tight !
then tsunami gone , we went to the baby pool .
valerie so cute , slide like superman !!
hahahaha!
then after that , we go sky rider .
i partner sihong , haha , i made her sit inside .
i scared of heights , so i made her cycle slow , then when it curved , the whole ride shake ,
i tio shocked!
heart attack , hahahahahaha
then after that we repeat the sequence over and over again until 5 - 6++
hahaha . pool closing ,
so we took our bag , and shower .
shower lerh , valerie , me , meixiu , liting , jaren , sihong and minghuei all go KFC eat .
stomach hungry !!
then eat lerh , we went to the room , i dunnoes where the room , but i know how to get in the chalet .
then walk walk walk then found them .
saw mr hou bbqing !
hahaha , then they keep asking us where we go , kaypo (:
so we went in and started to party!!!!
then later at 8++ , Meixiu said she wanna go home .
then we all pei her walk , very dark ,
we all also superstitous , they said , take photo or walking got 3 people , the middle one will dissapear ,
i believe lorh , i can see marh . shhhhh
then later we walk half way , liting saw a frog , i so scared , i scream so loud .
hahaha they all tio scared .
then walk until the entrance ,
liting and jaren call us go back , more saver .
so we walk back , we never walk the road , so scary .
took the longcut back .
then later minghuei's father going to fetch minghuei and valerie home .
so they left .
only left me , i'm not staying there marh .
my mother coming at 11+
haiz , then watch ghost show , 1st one was , very discusting derh , i forgot the show title , then the 2nd one was RULE #1 .
all scary . then later they all wanna watch midnight movie . Manegusca 2 , dunnoes how to spell .
then i wait for my mum at the carpark .
so she came then i go home , reach home ,
i unpack my bag , msg my friends telling them i reach home lerh .
then i fall asleep !
i had a nice time yesterday . (:

2008-10-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

so happy.. today got back our report book back , going up to express, haiz , anyways , today, so sian!! no teacher came in the class , then got nothing to play , haiz ! then later in the day , sian !

i have nothing to say der lorh , just the same old sentance , I HATE THAT SUCKER! HE SUCKS ! (:

♥-SIGNING OFF

♥♥/SOPHIA(:

2008-10-19T13:36:00.000+08:00

this is really weird , i never felt like this before . it's like , you left and the feeling just go , you caused this to happen , you left the scar deep down . i dun wanna hate you , but you made me .

why did you left me at the first place , you just sucks! the scar just stays there , why did you said those words to leave that fucking scar?!

why did you even said you like me in the first place ?!
SUCKER , YOU THINK IT'S OVER ?!
THE GAME IS JUST STARTING !

♥-SIGNING OFF

♥/SOPHIA(:

2008-10-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

sian sian! i so tired today.

feel darn tired. still got exams! haizz!!!!!

♥- SIGNING OFF

♥-SOPHIA(:

2008-10-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

so sian!... i always tell myself to hold on to you, but i can't take it anymore. i need to let go. i can't hold on the UN-LOVE relationship.

was it wise to say no when he ask-ed ?

♥ ♥ SIGNING OFF

♥-Sophia(:

2008-10-01T13:13:00.000+08:00

SIAN SIAN SIAN EXAMS COMING!!!!! haiz. today, same thing lorh. i dunnoes whad to do today.
<3 MY DARLINqqs

2008-09-23T19:20:00.000+08:00

i sian! i dunnoes whad to do,.. whad to do,... i can't forget him, but there is someone esle,.. i dun want to make him see that i'm a 2-timer! i hate you for doing this !

SIGNING OFF...

♥SOPHIA(:

2008-09-19T13:04:00.000+08:00

today darn bored ! ... just reached home,.... SO BORED! I hate some people in school. either thay are too tall or too short, or maybe because he dumped me or because i simply just hate me ? WHO CARES ABOUT THAT BLOODY GUY ? he SUCKS !

SIGNING OFF,...

♥ SOPHIA (: